ok?? friends??

So, today ( apirl 17, 2009) my dear cousin call me
we talked about true friends and people who we just consider friends
and those who back stab and those who didn't
Until that silent we had
After talking to her i finally realize that after high school all the friends that i have
and all those who i consider friends
ever the close one
The relationship between all of us will be like " none"
after the great graduation of ours in 2011

Friends

We grow up learning our parents are our friends
well at least i did

At the age of five
a new story of friendship starts to occur
and every chapter in this book grows

" a friends is a person to keep"
a line that many had told me
" a friend will never back stab"
a line many had said it's true
But all is a lie

my firends and i had seperated
we now have no clue of what so ever
it's like being brain wash by a wave
staright into the ocean
and getting flush up a toliet
being reborn
but in an older age

my freinds had back stab me
they've killed me a million,
trillion times
and what ever number you can say
but i have forgive
but never forget

The little mistake i done
the accident that i've had
they've kept it and wip me in the butt with it
yet i still forgive

for forgiving will make this bound we had stronger

but on that day
that very day
when they kick me to the floor
shoocked my head off my body
pulled my eyes out of my face
ripped my face into peices
like a woodpecker pecking on the a tree
slicing my body into chuncks
like a human chopping pork or beef
flodding my with their saliva
like street flooded by rain

this i can forgive but i will never forget
i carry this pain hoping i can find my so call " true friend"

the year of 2008 is ending and i've finally found a group of friends
that i share my smiles with
my darkes secerts
and my happiest moments

These laughter i had with them i will foever remember
these tears i cried with them i so will treasure
these crazy blonde moments i will forever freeze
the dance we made i will forever dance
the song we sang i will forever keep
and these promise we made i will forever swear i won't back out

we had soo much fun in such little time
we had soo much to share in such little time
came soo close
were so open
and ate up so much space
like a family
a group of sister walking in the mall
going shopping
we've done so many things
that i will never forget

but this is a new begginning of a year
this year is 2009

though it hasn't been long
time has just pass us by fast
we've changed
and it's not evern a year
we're sperating
and it's not even long
we're showing our differences
and it hasn't been a while
we're moving to different groups of friends
and it leaving what we've created
isolating one another
but saying we're not

how can this be
how did this happen
why

i guess
"true friends" are never
but "friends" are so

i guess
we'll commute to one another soon
we'll come back to unit
we'll come back to shed the tears
and the pains we hold in life, once again

so many has reject us
except for us
but now we're rejecting our self
instead of others rejecting us

my dear friends
i send this peom
full of hope
that we
the six of us
will forever stay strong
will forever stay friends
will soon be back
will soon come back

we will soon come back
for our body only left
but our hearts still stayed
( at least mines is)
no longer than this
can we with hold it in
we'll come back
come to survive
come to meet each other again
at our place
12 in the afternoon
luaghing and crying
being crazy monkeys
and smart geeks

i believe we will reunit
and not kick each other on the floor
like others done to us

I HAVE HOPE!!

--- to--- you ( who will know-
--- to--- them ( who won't get)

---from--me ( who worries in suffer)